Saturday, November 08, 2008

0800 G-O-D

I just want to speak to God and have Him answer me back.. so i know! so i know for sure about things.. so i can just be certain about the choices in life, about the people in life, about the things in life.

"Is this right?"
"Can i trust them?"

"What next?"
"Is it real?"

I know there are prayers to make and faith to have..
but sometimes it becomes so much that patience wears thin.. and doubt overflows in the heart and confusion reigns supreme..
that you (i mean I) want the ONE and ONLY to give you (i mean me) the answer.. just a simple yes or no.. go or stay.. this or that..

but i guess life's not that easy..else it wouldn't be life.

Fi Aman
'Allah .. I'll remain ... InshaAllah

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

wanting to post but nothing to post

i feel strange. uneasy.
not sure why or what induced it.
it feels like stress but i have nothing to be stressed about.
i miss blogging and the excitement thereof that has worn off.
il blog again when my mind is in a better space.