Saturday, November 08, 2008

0800 G-O-D

I just want to speak to God and have Him answer me back.. so i know! so i know for sure about things.. so i can just be certain about the choices in life, about the people in life, about the things in life.

"Is this right?"
"Can i trust them?"

"What next?"
"Is it real?"

I know there are prayers to make and faith to have..
but sometimes it becomes so much that patience wears thin.. and doubt overflows in the heart and confusion reigns supreme..
that you (i mean I) want the ONE and ONLY to give you (i mean me) the answer.. just a simple yes or no.. go or stay.. this or that..

but i guess life's not that easy..else it wouldn't be life.

Fi Aman
'Allah .. I'll remain ... InshaAllah

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

wanting to post but nothing to post

i feel strange. uneasy.
not sure why or what induced it.
it feels like stress but i have nothing to be stressed about.
i miss blogging and the excitement thereof that has worn off.
il blog again when my mind is in a better space.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

facebook is my new fetish

yea..iv neglected this blogging thing.. oops?
actually im not really too concerned about it. i found a new novelty..facebook..
the entire universe is on there! initially i was not too interested cos it seemed pretty much like many of those millions of other profile adding,group starting, forum/discussion beggining sites..of which i have joined a million.. i gues this one is intriguing cos of the amount of people that are part of it.. like usually when u sign up its the usual internet crowd that irc chats, or is on ur msg that have joined..but here..its without an exaggeration.. someone from every circle of friends or family i have! from school (both high and primary) to university, to travel buddies.. well...its fun for now i gues.. so il enjoy it while it lasts. i have however decided to only accept people that i know in real i have met before. cos one has a tendancy to make or accept as friends people we dont know and just chat to online :/ im not gonna do that! to date i have accepted 2 people who i have not not hold on to them for now :) they nice anyway!

ok im out.. to do some facebook time wasting


Wednesday, May 09, 2007

marriage..the final one!

no..this post has nothing to do with me and marriage.. :) InshaAllah..such a post will grace this blog one day!! haha

its 23h48 and im about to start last of my assignments for this term!! topic is marriage!
shooh! its been a marathon run!

hope i get to sleep before 3am :/

Monday, May 07, 2007

Don’t you hate when you are misinterpreted? Either tone or meaning. Especially by people who do not know you very well. It’s quite annoying and infuriating to say the least. If you say something sarcastic or you say something in a joke and someone takes it literally or gets angry that is enough to make one angry too. cos u know what! they dont know you ! Argh…It’s annoying!

One other thing that’s annoying is that people never understand or get you the way you are... they always make interpretation of how it seems or comes across... so what am I meant to do? Act in a different way in order to be perceived in the way that I am?? Should my actions differ in order so that they are understood to mean what I mean when I act the way I do? Hmm not only one incident made me post….but this has been something that has always come up! So… do I not act friendly towards certain friends (usually guys) ‘cos they may think I mean this n that...when I don’t? - this has nothing to do with my ranting but thort id just add it cos its theme related :)

I was on a roll doing my bloody assignments now I’m pissed off! Argh I hate how ppl affect me!

Then u sms to say ‘sorry that’s not what I meant’ and they don’t reply !!!!!
I think I’m tired of considering other people! I’m done with it!

And yes this is directed(at you)and not general. I don’t care! I’m irritated ‘cos u irritated me and now I’m distracted and can’t get back to work!!! And no no1 knows who you are so you don’t have to put an apologetic comment here!

Let me get back to work!

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10 *deepbreath* exhale*

and i dont even like southpark but this picture was cool

Monday, April 30, 2007


ok.. so iv done like a million of them tests on and thort id post random ones.. enjoy :)

im normal..

You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!